Tuesday, March 31, 2009

The 64th post.

Hellos bloggie,

Haish, been busy being emotional.. :X But anyways, thinqqs have improved i guess. Im getting back on track.. Bit by bit. (:

Hmm.. still can't believe it. Although im already taken, i can still have crushes. :X I have like 3? I think.. But in muaii heart i still LOVE daryl. :D He can never be replaced. :DD

Btw, today was my sports heats. Ran 200m. 2nd place. Timing sucks though. 35 secs flat. :X The gurl in 1st place was far away man. Humph. Im slow. But i won Adeline by 0.7 secs. :P Last year she won me.. This year muaii turn. Humph. Adeline's nort in 400m. I will be running it next weds. STRESSED!! :X

Gtg now. Just wanted to give euu guys a quick update. Nights people. Takke Cares. God Bless. <33

LittleMissIndependent.
Sexy Naughty Bitchy Me.
:DDDD

Monday, March 23, 2009

63th.

Hey bloggie,

Everything seems wrong. I dunno why either. Have been feeling rather empty inside since 2 weeks ago. And with each passing day, i feel worse. Yes, although i did have tymes tat i could still feel some happiness.. Giving out laughs and smiles at tymes.. But today.. it seemed impossible. All the emptiness inside turned to anger and hatred today. I felt whad i felt 2 years ago. I wanna hurt myself so badly.. I desire fer it so much. I just dunno why.. I feel so drained..

Said a prayer about it but it didn't help. Tried to cheer up alittle but it didn't help. Really was so close to hurting myself.. I hid all my feelings and gave fake smiles to muaii classmates.. Pretending really isn't muaii game.. Am i suppose to go back to square 1? Pretend that im fine.. And just keep quiet once more? Slashing? Drinking?

I can't. I promised Ben. A promise is a promise.. I know. But i really dunno whad to do now. I feel so lost. I dunno who to tok to. I DUN EVEN KNOW WHY IM FEELING THIS WAY FER CHRIST SAKE!! I feel so fed up with everything. I can't hurt myself. I dun wanna disappoint Ben again. Nort this tyme.. I SUCK!

I dunno whad to do. I dunno whad to say. I dunno whads going on. I dunno whad i want. I dunno where im. I dunno. I just dun.

CHERYL

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Muaii 62th.

Hellos bloggie..

HEY! BIG NEWS!

Upon reaching skool yesterday, i collasped 5 mins later. WTF?!? 5 mins only sia. Thank God dere was people around me. Shawn low and Brandon helped me up and alerted Mrs Cheryl Chew.. Dhen ii was placed at the study area till 9 plus.. As the skool had their emegrency exercise.. Called my mum at 9.20 and she came at 10.40.. I sat dere from 7 to she came.. Cann euu imagine how boring it is?!?

Mummie dhen went to the doctor's wid me.. Had my blood test finally.. Hahas, the people around me would probably be sighing relief eh?? >.<>

Doctor Tan said i might be fainting because im dehydrated.. So i guess i have to take in more liquid now.. MORE PLAIN WATER!! Cann even hear Daryl saying it in my dreams.. :X Humph. Collasped after skool again today.. Ohh gosh.. Anyways, Thanks guys fer helping.. THANK YOU NICHOLAS fer carrying me in.. :D

Well.. Shawn was supposed to sent me home but i tricked him into letting me go home myself.. And i did. :P Tot him tat Daryl was at my house's void deck. :X Wait till Daryl knows about this. :X

Well.. Reached home, had egg sandwiches fer lunch dhen slept like piggy le. Hahas. Ohh yah.. Yesterday, after work, baby came to my place.. He came to take a look at me but ended up having dinner wid my family and he even accompanied me and Jovan when shopping fer grocerries.. :P Had fun wid him.. :D

Im tired le. Goiing to rest now. Will update soon kays? Muackks Guys!! God Bless!! :D

Little Miss Independent.

Friday, March 6, 2009

This Is My 61st Post.

Yo yo yo! XD

Haish.. Been Busy Busy Busy.. Wid life , wid skool , wid RCIY , wid family and of course DARYL(: !! XD Hmmm.. Been failing a couple of papers.. Didn't do well fer the rest either.. Guess ii really have to put in even more effort le.. JIAYOUS(: Heehees. I wanna do better than this! (:

Well.. Tomorrow's CIP day. Gonna collect newspapers around my skool's area.. BORING!! :X Nort even sure who's in my group.. :X Dun care either. :P Hahas. Im dhe group leader i tink.. :P Irresponsible hor.. :P

CIP ends near 1. After tat i rushing home to bathe.. Dhen Goiing MARANATHA le.. Confirm late.. :X After that dhen i go fer mass.. DARYL should be joining me fer mass. (: After that dhen go fer dinner lorr.. Dhen should be heading home le.. :X

Sunday same lorr.. RCIY(: . Think im doiing opening prayer. Hahas. Ohh gosh.. :X Im nervous. :X

Well.. Been together wid DARYL since 21st feb. So far.. its been 2 weeks. XD Still going strong.. XD YAY!! >.<>

Anyways, Jovan wants to use com le. Gtg. Takke Cares. God Bless! :DD

Little Miss Independent.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Dhe 60th Update(:

Hellos bloggie,

My bdae passed le. But i had so much fun at dhe chalet. XD Thanks Everyone fer making it possible. Ohh and nort to forget dhe presents too. I LOVE ALL OF THEM!! THANK YOU!! (:

Hahas. But we didn't swim on dhe second day as planned. Instead we went bowling. XD I didn't win but i had so much fun. Ohh .. I wasn't last either. :P

I enjoyed dhe tymes spent wid all of you and i will always remember dhe past 3 days dere forever. Ohh. Btw, fer those who still dunno anything. Im attached. (: On the 21 feb 2009.

Well.. That was good news. Now the bad. I have been having fainting spells. Fer dhe past 2 weeks whenever i run or do sports and tedious stuff, i will either feel weak or just be so close to blacking out. Nort really sure whad's wrong but quite a number of people been telling me to see a doc so ii will soon. It's irresponsible of me to make dhe people i love to worry about me.

Anyways.. Im happy wid life hope you are too. And even if life ain't great, Be firm and remember how jesus died fer our sins. It may just pull you back to dhe rite path. XD

Little Miss Independent.
Ps: Just Stay Strong. (:

Thursday, February 19, 2009

MuAii 59th Post.

Hey.

It's muaii bday in 1 hour and 30 mins. Hahas. Can't wait. :P

Today's after skool, Daniel came to pick me up dhen Justin Daddie and family threw me a surprised party. They bought cake and love to me. At loyang point. Hahas. Thanks Dears. Muackks. XD

Daryl was also dere. Hahas. After everything he sent me home. (: Thanks. (: Ohh ohh. And Mummie qort me a new fone. Dun really like it but i think it's cause im nort used to the buttons you see. Hahas. It takes tyme i guess. (: Anyways, the thought counts so yeah. THANK YOU! (:

Now packing my stuff and such. Preparing fer dhe chalet thingy. Wonder if i will enjoy myself?? :X Haish. It will be a clash of family and frens. Wanna bet?? :X Humph. ):

Gtg. getting late and i still have things to do. You take cares. Muackks. Love ya. ^^

Little Miss Independent.
~aka~
Little Miss Popular.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

NuMbEr 58!

Hellos bloggie dear,

I went to SENTOSA on sunday and i had so much FUN!! Totally enjoyed myself dere. Made new frens and became better frens wid some other frens. Although Ben wasn't around, I felt secured. As i was surrounded by other people whom do accept me. (:

Volleyball, Frisbee, Swimming , Dog and Bone were some of dhe things we did. (: Kena SUNBURN again. But ii did put sun protection cream therefore it wasn't so bad. XD Hahas. Some were peeling on the spot. :X Hahas. :P

My new frens are .. Denise, Daryl, Lois, Celest and more. XD Thanks Everyone fer making it possible. RCIY ROCKS. (:

Hmm.. today after skool ii went to meet Daniel. Skipped cca as ii was lazy and 'busy'. Hahas. He brought along a fren. William. Hahas. Eh, yeah. Muaii bio dad's name. XD Hahas. Daniel gave miie a big Winnie The Pooh Bear fer muaii bday. Eh. Yeah. He's weet. XD Anyways, William made miie laugh and ii went high. Hahas, so lame. Lols. I was totally laughing uncontrollably lorr. XD

Ohh ohh.. Daniel's jealous about Daryl. When Daryl didn't do anything. Haish. Lols. But anyways, they went off at 5.30 and at around 6 plus, Daryl sent miie home. Hahas. texting him now. Gtg now. See ya. God bless those reading. XD

Little Miss Independent.
~aka~
Little Miss Popular. >.<

Saturday, February 14, 2009

dhhe 57th post.

Hey Dear.

Happy Valentines!! (:

I rejected all my dates fer my family. Ain't ii sweet. (: Hahas. But i missed out on MARANATHA too. Boo Hoo Hoo. Sobs. It's okayy.. I had fun too. (: Had sushi fer lunch.. Went shopping and spent some time wid my family. (: Hahas.

Stepdad gave ma a stalk of rose. So SWEET!! Hahas. Love him lots. XD

Haish. Lord, i ask of you to give me strength. I just had an argument wid someone whom ii care fer. A fren of mine. I dun have to go into details but yeah.. I feel hurt. I dunno why either. Was goiing to invite him fer my bday thintgy but.. i dunno man..

Anyways, Yesterday, Alson asked me fer stead.. I rejected. Yeah.. People whom know about us being together before fer 7 mths and 3 weeks will be thinking tat im crazy. But im nort. I dun think im ready yet. Somehow, i tink im doiing the rite thing. Im unsure of my feelings and ii dun wanna jump the gun. Nah. I dun.

Im feeling confused and scared. I also qort to know another guy, Daniel. He's seem nice. (: But same thing.. I dunno him well enough. I need more tyme. Im nort ready fer anything yet. Anyways, he's invited to my bday as well. XD

Well.. Goiing to sentosa tmr fer RCIY. Hahas. And ii still have incompleted hmwk to do so gtg. see ya. God Bless! (:

Little Miss Independent.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Diis Is Muaii 56th Postage Man.

Hellos(:

Hmmm.. I should be goiing fer dhe sentosa thingy fer RCIY barhs. Still having mixed feelings about it. Im feeling excited, afraid, insecure and joy all at dhe same tyme. Like whad dhe HECK?!? Haish. Ben won't won't be dere fer one thing.. But ii still have Bernard.. Yeah.. But im nort really close to him either. I still wanna stick to Ben. Humph. Im SO.. attached to him. Ohh gosh.

Ermm. When you're afraid to lose sumthing.. Is it a good or a bad thing?? I wonder man.. Haish. Im so afraid of losing things. But instead, sumtimes i end up losing myself. :X

Hmm.. Passed muaii history. 16 over 25. Maths pop quiz. 10 over 10. 1st tyme fer this year so far. (: Jiayous! (:

I go call BERNARD le. See ya. XD

Little Miss Independent.

Monday, February 9, 2009

MuAii 55th.

Hellos dear..

It's been a week uh.. Been reallyy caught up widd life recently. No excuses though. Im back. (:

Went fer Maranatha and RCIY as per usual and had fun and some learning. (: Hahas. Gave JOYCE her bday present during Maranatha and qort a hug back. (: Heehees. My bday coming soon too. (: Can't wait! Gonna have chalet. (: Yay! :P

Hmm.. but next week's maranatha can't go. :X Cause cann only choose between one as both ministries are goiing out. Hahas. RCIY goiing sentosa. :X Dunno goiing now lehx. Haish. Im afraid euu see. I dun wanna be left out. Ben won't be goiing. So yeah.. I know ii can't always rely on him but.. humph. :X

LCY has been disappointing me lots. Maybe it's cause.. im expecting something from him.. and im nort getting. I tot he said frens??!!?? Haish. Im totally lost now. Humph. Really wishh ii know more things goiing on in my life man. :X

ANYWAYS, i PASSED my science (physics) CA.. Im so super duper happy. No more F9s. This year's gonna be different!! (: JIAYOUS. (:

Hmm.. dunno what else to share lehx.. I go first uh. Visit euu soon. Muackks. Love ya. (:

Little Miss Independent. (:
Im improving on my life. Bit by bit. Step by step. And wiff each step, God's wif me. XD

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

NuMbEr 54! heehees(:

Hey bloggie..

Went ferr muaii sunday classes as usual and attended mass wiff Ben.. Hahas. Went home after mass.. The journey home was extremely longg.. Almost 2 hours man. Hahas. Was starving when i reachhed home. Had mac. (:

Dhen ferr dinner, we went to the Soup Restaurant. To celebrate my stepdad's younger sis bday. Hahas. We went to dhhe one at dhhe airport. (:

Yesterday i went to skool as per normal but i went home at 9 plus. Wasn't feeling well. Haish. Humph. Seen a doc in the evening. Im having a urinal infection. Haish. Am on mc today. Dunno if that's a good or bad thingg...

Now doiing yesterday's hmwk. Cause yesterday slept from 12 plus to 5 plus. Hahas. gtg dhenn.

Little Miss Independent.

Saturday, January 31, 2009

Dhe 53th postage.

Hey Hey Hey..

Haish.. I didn't go fer cca on thursday and instead qort into trouble.. Chin Yuen and i went to dhe carpark and we qort too close too each other.. Residents complained and mr tong came.. Were both sent back to skool fer statements and such.. After this case, i qort that it ruined our friendship but i was wrong.. Everything was fine. Or at least i tot so..

Yesterday, Friday , morning went to see VP.. No punishment given. Just a warning. But monday need to see Mdm Tajuddin. Haish.. Really tot that everything was fine. After skool, i went to CARE office to help ben wid some stuff.. dhenn had lunch wid him. BURGER KING(:

Dhen went to meet Chin Yuen at the library fer a short while.. Dhen he walked me to the bus stop before goiing fer his class BBQ. Didn't contact much till this morning. His bro used his fone to message me and i didn't know.. Haish .. But anyways , this morning my world almost came crashhing down as Chin Yuen said what ii have been thinking about.. His tots were almost the same as mine.. We both tot that we shouldn't be so close le. And i agreed.

But his message had hurt me badly.. Cause i really didn't see it coming.. I wanted to cry but i told myself to be strong.. And ii really didn't. I felt extremely lousy and weary.. Didn't really wanted to be at Maranatha's meeting but something made me go.. And i didn't regret it cause.. Just after being dere fer like 20mins i felt so much better.. Being round people who loves me and cares fer me. (:

But it was JOYCE who made my day. She spoke to me like never before and the words and stuff she shared brought tears to me.. She had proven to me tat whad i have been doing so far has nort gone down the drain.. She took my hand and said a prayer fer me to Mother Mary.. She gave me so much strength that now.. Im almost normal again.. THANK YOU SWEETHEART!(:
If this is what Chin Yuen wants.. So be it.. At least he's happie.. I think i did the right thingg by accepting what he wanted. But still.. THANK YOU MARANATHA PRAYER MINISTRY fer always being dere fer me. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!(:
It's nort easy being strong.. But it's even harder when you condemn yourself. (:
Little Miss Independent.

JESUS LOVES ME!

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

MuAii 52th postage. (:

Hey bloggiie ..

Valentines and muaii bday's coming really soon.. And nothiing's planned.. Haish.. I wanna go out.. I dun wanna be lonely and upset on those days.. How?? Humph.. No dates so farr. Only Jeremy asked miie out.. So wrongg guy lorr.. Sobs. He wanted tu givve miie a treat on my bday.. But i dun wann lehx.. It's like so weird lorr if ii accepted it . Hahas. (:

Ohh.. finally qort HIS number.. Been waitiing fer so longg.. Yay!(: Hahas.(: But if he really becomes mine.. Won't it be weird?? Will it be like Chun yin's espiode?? Humph.. Dun think we'll be together.. I dunno. Hard to say lurhs. Haish.. I still have Alson lehx.. :X As in.. I really dunno whether he wants patch nort. He haven asked miie directly but i feel as if he reallyy wants to. Maybe it's just miie.. And im so unsure of my feelings fer him.. Haish .. Relationships are so complicatiing man..

Anyways, skool been alrite so far.. Im still copiing.. Just had a maths class test after skool todaee.. Woah.. Dhe questions sucked.. BUT, ii tried my best and didn't giv up. Even if i fail, i will still be proud of myself cause i gave it my best shot and to me.. Thats all that matters.(: Jiayous. But i think i cann pass lurhs. Hahas. Thinkk only lurhs. Nort veryy sure.. :X

Hmm.. CNY ang pow money.. So far only $268. Damn little sia this year.. Every year usually qort $300 plus to $400 plus DE LORR .. think it's cause of the resession barhs.. Hahas. Better dhen dunn have mahs.. Hor?? (:

Dunno whad else to tell euu lehx. Tmr sianx sia.. Having cca after skool .. SUPER DUPER BORING LORR! Im nort even in SYF lorr.. Haish.. BORING! :X Cause they learniing jazz. Humph..

Guess i will stop here fer now. Tok to euu some other dayy. Takke Cares. Muackks. (:

Little Miss Independent. (:

Friday, January 23, 2009

Number 51th post .

Hellos!!

Sorrie .. been busy wid skool , dance and church .. Hahas . Miss euu lots . Anyways , Today in skool .. we had CNY concert and as usual .. i Performed . The dance went great ! The outfits were wonderful and so were the people watching .. (: It rocked man ! I love modern dance club . Thanks babes fer making it possible !! (: Hahas . BUT , i made a mistake !! During the upper sec performance but it still went okayyish .. (:

And i didn't cry !! (: Hahas . Was nervous but this tyme round i didn't cry !! :D Im so PROUD of myself . Glad we didn't give up on the dance .. Way to go gurls !! (: Damn proud of each and every single one of euu .. Muackks ! <33

Im exhusted .. Been having dance practice after skool like almost everyday fer the past 2 weeks .. now holiday .. finally ccann rest le .. (: BUT , ii havve so much hmwk to do !! Argh .. No fair .. ): Hahas . Jiayou jiayou barhs . My maths test is in 2 weeks time .. ii have to ace it .. It's a MUST !! (:

Im tired . Now chatting wif frens . Tell euu more next tyme ! (:

Takke Cares . God Bless . Muackks . (:\

Little Miss Independent .
I LOVE ME!!

Friday, January 2, 2009

This Is My 50th Postie ..

Hey Bloggie !!

Today was my 1st day at school and it went GREAT !! (: My new form teacher is Mrs Cheryl Chew and she's really positive but strict .. Hahas .. But i guess strict is good .. (: Im goiing to work harder fer Year 2009 !! I want better results and fer tat i need to work harder !! ^^

Hahas . Tomorrow goiing fly kite wif the Maranatha Nuts . (: Can't Wait !! (:

Goiiing to start my Sunday Classes this sunday .. Wonder how it's like .. Hmm .. But Ben will be dere wid me so i dun have to worry much .. (: Yay !! Thanks Ben !! :D

Gtg . Uploading photos to frenster . Busy Busy Busy .

Little Miss Indenpendent .

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

DhE 49th PoStaGe . (:

HEY HEY HEY BLOGGIE ,

I hadd so muchh funn at Joyce's parttyy .. Dhhe parttyy ROCKED !! Thank you Joyce fer briingiing so muchh joy to us . :D But .. I totallyy ruinnedd muaii ownn moodd .. Cause of SOMEONE .. :X But .. it's okayy .. cause ii had so many frens to cheer miie up .. :D We also hadd gift exchange .. I qort Joyce's bookie .. :P

Dhen fer dhhe past 3 dayys .. ii havve been havingg so muchh funn !! :DD Cause ben's family .. In other words .. My distannt family .. had a chalet . (: Went to Wild Wild Wet yesterdayy . (: Now kena Sunburn .. Hahas .

School is startting soon but im so nort readyy ferr it yet . No bag . No shoes . No wriitiing stuff . No confidence . But ii really wann year 2009 to be a better year .. (: Will be trying muaii veryy best !! (:

CRUSHIE CRUSHIE !! Recently watchhed a movie wid him . (: Also havve his photo liao . (: I miss him ... hee hees . :P

Anywayys , got to go .. cause ben wanna play World of Warcraft . :P Buaiis . Takke Cares . God bless . Muackks .

Little Miss Independent .

Thursday, December 25, 2008

MuAii 48th Postie ..

Hellos Bloggie !!

MERRY CHRISTMAS !! MUACKS !! :D Hee hee .. Todae ii woke up at 8 am and fell asleep again .. Hahas . Dhen woke up at 11 again and went out fer Breakfast at Loyang Point wif my family and grandpa .. (: His treat !! Cause he won some money !! XD Hee hee ?? So lucky hor ?!? (:

Yesterday's dinner was okayyish lurhs .. But it was a little boriing though .. And it was worse without SOMEONE'S company .. Cause his fone went dead .. :X Dhen todae .. He reallie broke muaii heart .. His words had cut miie deeply . I realliie didn't know that i was such a bother tu him .. In fact , ii tot he liked muaii company as much as ii liked his . But ii guess , ii tot wronng .. It hurts badly .. Haish .. ii guess it's always me who gets hurt .. But it's okayy .. Im a strong gurl and ii cann look after myself and ii cann and will stand on muaii 2 feet . :D

Well , i will be goiing fer Joyce's party tomorrow .. Hope to have fun dere and just let go .. (:

Takks cares everyone !! God bless !! Love you all lots !! :D

Little Miss Indenpendent.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

HellOs EvEryOnE !! :D

Heys People ,

I have something veryy important to tell ALL of you ..



Here's Wishing euu A ..
MERRY CHRISTMAS !! GOD BLESS AND HAVE FUN !! LOVE YA !! MUACKKS !! :P

Takke Good Care Of Yourselves !! (:

Little Miss Independent .

NuMbErr 47 .

Hellos Bloggie ,

Haish , ii havve nothinqq muchh tu sae about the pastt dayys .. All i know is dat ii made s0me0ne uqsett .. Andd ii didnn't meantt it at all .. Once again , ii allowed muaii emotionns tu takke overr me . I shouldn'tt havve said whad ii said .. Cause ii believve dat if ii didn'tt .. Thinqqs would be better now .. ): Now we're bearly toking muchh .. And im hurt by dhe coldness of him .. But it's all muaii faultt ..

Anyways , lets nort keep dwelling on dhe unhappy stuff barhs .. Or else , i keep crying .. Someone will know de .. Haish , Christmas is just round dhe corner .. Which is TOMORROW !! I have alreaddy preparred all muaii presents . Unlike BEN , now still havenn finishh writiing his cards .. :P Hahas . Jiayous barhs k0rr !! :P

Haish , i guess .. it's .. HAPPY WAITING fer me dhenn .. Hope that SOMEONE messages me soon .. Cause i reallyy miss his companny ..

Haish .. Oh yah .. I didn'tt tok much about muaii CRUSH cause .. we recently nort together .. We both never go out .. Hahas . Lol . But will be seeingg him soon . (: Hopes he likes his present . :P

BTW , all dhe presents are hand-wrapped by me !! So .. nort nice dun blame me .. :P

Got to go . Jovan wann check frenster le . See ya . Takke Cares . God Bless ! ^^ Muackks .

Little Miss Independent.

Sunday, December 21, 2008

DhE 46th PoStAgE !!

Hihi Bloggie ,

As usual , i woke up and had breakfast wif my family .. dhen i went to Daddie's paremts' new hse in tampines and had lunch wif them .. After that , we went to Vivo City and we SHOPPED !! Daddie brought me a BeBe tee and Mummie paid fer my Guess necklace .. THANKS YOUS !! :D

After that went home to sleep dhen i went to MODERN DANCE CHRISTMAS PARTY !! Hahas , Waited fer Suju fer more than 1/2 an hr sia .. Lols . :P Had a great tyme .. (: Caused whenever i was bored .. I had someone to accompany me . THANK YOU EUGENE !! You've been a great fren !! (:

Got to go le .. I also have nothing much to say .. Well , take cares everybody !! Love you , God bless !! Muacks !! :D

Little Miss Independent

Friday, December 19, 2008

Diis Is Muaii 45th Postie ..

Hellos Bloggie ,

Yesterday , I went out wid Ben , Dom , Amanda , Angie , Eugene , Joyce , Samuel and Jeremy . We went to watch BOLT . :D The movie was great and damn funny and cute . Dhen before that we also took neoprints . (: 9 people in one photo man , Totally awesome ! :D Hee hee . I had lots of fun . :P Wish to have another outing like tat again .. But next tyme .. wid even more people !! The more the merrier . :D

Today , my mummie said i couldn't go party wif ben on sat . My heart crashed . I didn't wan to go to maranatha widout ben . Whad if they do weird stuff again ? Whad if i didn't fit in ?? I used to have ben wif me . And now he has his own thing to do . It's nort his fault at all cuz everyone has their own life . And so does he . After messaging Eugene about it .. I realised he was rite . I can't always rely on ben on everything . I decided to go fer it wifout . Im a big gurl now . I cann look after myself . Besides , My frens will be dere . I won't be alone unless i choose to . Ben will be proud of me fer making better dicisions . (:

Anyways , today i spend my time mif mummie , SHOPPING !! XD Hahas . And rite now , i have a show to catch . Got to run . Buaiis .

PS : Thanks Everyone Fer Teaching Me So Much More In Life . (: Muackks . :D

Little Miss Independent (:

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

DhE 44th Postage .

Hellos bloggiie ,

I just came back from malaysia !! And i have got lots to tell !! ^^

On dhe night , 12 of dec , i spent my time messaging shawn and reading .. Hahas . Though i had to wake up early , i slept at like 1.30 am dhen woke up at 5.30 am to bathe before taking the mrt to Beach road to board my coach . I sat in my coach from 8 am to 9.45 am just to reach the Tuas checkpoint . There was a big massive traffic jam dere . Dhen sat fer another 30 plus mins to reach malaysia' checkpoint . After that we travelled fer another hr dhen had a 30 mins break to eat and i had a burger . :D Dhen after that , was on dhe way to dhe hotel le .. (: Reached my hotel at about 2.30 pm . But our room wasn't ready so we went to take a walk around the shopping centre and had a light snack . Dhen at 3.45 , we went back to the hotel to check in .. Cool man !! I share my room wid daddie . Lols , didn't squeeze into 1 room wid his gf and her kids . Phew . (:

I proceeded to bathe dhen when everyone did so , We went SHOPPING !!! :D I bought 2 shirts and a 3/4 shorts on the 1st day .. Hee hee .. Dhen we had dinner and headed back to our room to slack . I read and watch tv till 1am before sleeping . I love their beds . :D

Dad woke me up at 8.30 am the next day to bathe .. Dhen we went fer breakfast and did more shopping !! (= Hee hee . Dhen we proceeded to the in door theme park at 3.20 pm . I LOVE THE ROLLER COASTER !! :D It had 2 loops .. 1 big and 1 smaller one .. Woah .. I sat 3 times and screamed my lungs out man !! (: Hee hee . Now sore thoat . :X Lols . :P

But we left at 5 cause nothing much to play .. so decide to go back and bathe lorr .. Left our room after bathing at 7 dhen we went shopping again . It rained heavily man . Lols . I bought a pair of sandals , a dress and something fer Shawn , Angie and Amanda .. :DD But im nort giving them yet . (:

Dhen i saw people having fish spa and it looked so cool !! Went back to hotel at 11 pm and read my book fer a while .. thinking of ben , dom , shawn , angie and amanda .. Slept at 12 plus dreaming of them .. :X Hahas . (:

Dad woke me up at 8 to brush teeth and change into my bikini as we planned to to swim after breakfast . Went fer breakfast at 8.40 and had light food .. Went swimming as planned but i was in dhe water fer like only 15 mins cause it was freakking cold !! :S We stopped swimming at 10.20 and went back to our room to bathe dhen slacked around dhen pack bag dhen we checked out at 12 . Dhen we went fer lunch .. I tried dhe fish spa before lunch ..it only lasted 15 mins .. And i had a very good laugh .. :D It was so ticklish .. I kept laughing and screaming .. :DD

Dhen went fer lunch and collected our free drinks from the hotel .. I chose ice blended lime juice and enjoyed it alot . (: dhen we boarded dhe coach at 2.45 and it starting moving at 3 . Same thing happened .. Sat in dhe coach , read my book , sleep , play psp and slack lorr till we had something to do .. Reached singapore at 7 plus . :DD

The trip was okayyish .. But it would have been alot better if my bro , Jovan , went too ..

Anyways , I miss euu guys lots !! Argh .. I couldn't stop thinking of euu guys .. Anyways , it's running late .. i got to go bathe le .. Having cca at 2.30 pm later . Got to run !! Muacks .

Little Miss Independent . (:

Friday, December 12, 2008

MuAii 43th PostAge ! :D

Hellos Bloggie ,

Im packing muaii stuff fer muaii trip tomorrow .. Almost done .. So now slacking .. (: Hee hee .. Argh .. I can't bear to leave muaii frens !! :X If only ii didn't have to go .. ): Haish .. But i guess Dad also deserves some time wid me .. (: Will Miss All Of You !! :X

Need to wake up at 5.30am tomorrow .. But i still dun wann sleep .. :P Shawn still trying to make me go to bed .. Hee hee .. (: I know he cares but ii dun wanna sleep .. I cann always sleep on the coach mahs .. (: Lols . :P

Haish .. Acutally , im tired .. But ii wanna blog .. And i haven paint my toe nails sia . :P Lols . I already prepared my good night messages fer tonight .. (: So yet .. Hee hees . :P

Got to go do muaii stuff le .. Or else later will sleep veryy late .. :X

GOD bless all of you !! Muacks ! Will Miss you lots , guys ..

Ps: Will miss cupcakes and my crush most !! :P

Little Miss Independent . (:

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

NuMbErr 42 . (:

Hellos bloggie ,

Im trying to plan fer a movie on thursday .. Dunno whad tyme or where yet but it will be near Ben's area .. (: Hmmm .. Im thinking of AMK hub .. cuz nearer to all their houses .. :D

Jovan maybe goiing wif miie !! (: YAY !! Maybe nia .. See mummie say whad 1st .. :X Hope he cann go .. Cuz ii know he really wants to watch Blot . (: So far only .. Ben , me , Amanda , Theodore and Gariel goiing .. Dhe rest never reply muaii messages de .. So sad .. sobs . ): Lols . Hahas . XD

I MISS HIM ALOT !! :X I miss my crush tons . Wish he was wif me now .. But it's impossible de lorr .. Sobs . We aren't meant to be . Too bad lorr .. But at least god gave miie a chance to meet him .. (:

Haish , I wonder if CleMeNt's really happier wif SiMin .. I still wish ii was wif him .. I guess i still haven let him go .. But if CleMeNt cann do tat to me dhen it just proves tat he doesn't love me .. Or else he wouldn't hurt me this way ..

Little Miss Indenpent . (:

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

ThiS iS MuAii 41th PostiiE .

Bloggie arhx Bloggie ..

Haish .. Im now staying wid mummie le .. Life's okayy .. It ain't too bad . (: But im goiing to malaysia in a couple of days .. widout Jovan sia .. I rather dun go lorr .. So Sianx . )': But daddie already brought my ticket liaox .. So die die also need go le lorr .. Haish ..

Dhen if ii go overseas means tat ii won't have contact wid my crush .. I will miss him to death to lorr .. Go overseas sure emo emo de lorr .. Haish , i was wid him almost everyday last week de lorr .. Dhen suddenly i can't see him till dhe next tyme we go out together .. And tat would be at least another week sia !! ):

I dun dare tell my crush tat i like him cuz im afraid tat it will ruin our frenship .. Scary Cat horx ?!? lols . But i tink im doiing dhe rite thing lurhs .. At least now we're good frens .. (: Hope tat he won't guess tat i like him .. Cuz im trying to control myself from telling him . (:

Hahas , bloggie .. you know whad ?? I have been dreaming of him when ii sleep at night .. hee hee .. funny hor ?? (: Hahaha . :D Shhh .. It's our secret . :D

I will miss everyone when im overseas .. Specially Ben , Dom , Amanda , Angie , Rachel , Reginald , Theodore , Samuel and dhe rest of MPM .. And nort to forget muaii family and Shawn , Justin and Dhe Rest .. :DD

Love him and all of you lots . (: Muacks .

May god bless all dhe people whom ii love and who loves miie .. Bless them wid good health and safety always .. :D

[ Little Miss Independent ]
Hmm .. Wonder if anyone will think of miie while im away .. :X

Sunday, December 7, 2008

MuAii 40th CoMMeNt . (:

hihi Bloggie ^^ ,

Prayer Walk juz ended yesterday .. And fer dht past 6 days , ii have learnt alot . I felt so happie praying for and with dhe families .. Ohh .. And dhe 1st 2 times ii said my intentions was very nervous for miie .. And as a result .. i said it too fast ?!? Lols . But that was friday .. Sat onwards ii was better . ^^

I gtg le .. or esle ..will be late fer mass . :X But before ii do so .. i will do affirmantions . (:

Affirmantions .
Thanks to dhe whole MPM for loving and accepting miie fer who i am . Thanks to Amanda and Angelica fer beiing such nice frens , fer making sure im nort left out and fer juz beiing dere . Thanks to Ben , Dom and Rachel fer encouraging miie and helping miie along dhe way . Thanks to Joel and Gabriel who were injured but tried really hard fer dhe whole prayer walk thingy . Thanks to everyone else fer making miie feel comfortable with dhe group . :D THANK YOU !! (:

GTG !! Takke Cares . Love you . God Bless . :D

[Little Miss Independent]

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

MuAii 39th PostAgE .

Hey Bloggie !!

I have been goiing fer church and rite now .. Currently there is a event goiing on . It's called ' Prayer Walk ' and ii have been goiing since monday . From 5.30 to 10 pm . And ii usually go early to help out .. (:

And dhe reason whyy ii go is nort cuz ben's dere .. As in .. he's only partly dhe reason . I find it so funny .. Im goiing cuz whenever ii see dhe family praying together .. I feel so happy fer them . I feel dhe warmth inside of miie .. :D

But dhere are tymes of awkardness .. like fer example .. When dhey tried to bless miie on tues .. i ran off . I wasn't used to it .. But i knew tat their intentions were good so .. guys .. im sorrie .. :(

Oh Yah .. and ii fell again today .. muaii toe nail was healing and was considered fine le den today .. haish .. fell again . kena same toe sia . Dhen it bleed again lorr .. :X

Haish .. anyways .. thank you my frens .. my NEW frens fer proving to miie tat euu guys will accept miie fer who ii am . Special thanks to BEN , DOM , REGINALD , HAZELL , AMANDA and dhe rest at church . :DD

Will stop here fer today dhen . Nights . (:

[Little Miss Indenpent]
Yupps , im baack .
And ii dun nid CleMeNt to do so . (:

Monday, November 24, 2008

DhE 38tH PosTie ..

Hellos Bloggie ,

Haish .. I'm in a big delimma rite now .. Tot of letting everything out here like dhe way ii used to do .. Here Goes Dhen .

Everything's starting again .. Mummie wans miie tu stay wiid her but .. I .. reallyy dunno how sia .. I Love Mummie . I Miss Mummie . But by goiing back tu her .. Am ii juz lookiing fer trouble ??!!?? Haish , True enough .. Whad mummie saes is true .. Being wiid her is better fer muaii studies .. at dhe same tyme .. i'm been properly taken care of .. But .. I'm also loving dhe freedom Dad gives miie . I dunno if ii should give up muaii freedom again ?? :X

Will mummie neglect miie again ?? Will ii lose muaii frens again ?? Will ii break down under pressure once again ?? I'm so scared . I dun wanna go back tu dhe old situation .

Dhen dad how ?? He already lost Jovan . He can't lose miie . I know tat he loves miie de . It's juz tat he's busy .. I understand .

If ii wid mum dhen dad how ? If ii wid dad den mum how ?? I dun wanna disappoint anyone . I dun wanna make wrong decisions and end up breaking down again .. I wanna be happie . I wanna be LOVED .. By both dad and mum . Euu know wadd ?? I'm sick of everything !!

Whyy must ii always be dhe one tu make decisions ?!? I'm only 14 fer goodness sake .. Whyy am ii beiing forced tu be a 18 yr old teenager ?!? Whyy ?!?

Whyy must dad and mum leave each other and spoil muaii happie family ?!? I Hate You Guys !! I'm a happie gurl de lorr .. I did pretty well in skool .. I made frens easily .. I was bubbly and well liked .. Everything was fine till euu did wad euu did !! Whyy ??

I wann mummie and daddie to be together again .. Wid jovan in our old hse . I wan everything tu be dhe same again !! I dun wann any changes !! I hate changes !! Wish everything could remain dhe same ..

I had enough of crying .. tats whyy ii always act strong .. but whenever things like tat corcerning dhe ones ii love .. it juz hurts TOO MUCH !! I'm so sick og loving others more than myself ! I'm sick of beiing selfless !! I HATE ME !!

I HATE MIIE !! I SUCK !! I'M JUZ A BIG LOSER !! I HATE LIFE !!

Little Miss Indenpent .
Nort so indenpent anymore ii guess .
No point pretending anymore .

Monday, November 17, 2008

Survey !! :D

SuRvEy .
Part 1
01. Are you perfect?
Nah , No one is .
02. Are you tall?
Nort Really ..
03. Are you short?
Nort Really .. Somewhere in dhe middle .
04. Are you in your pyjamas?
Nah .
LASTS
01. Last friend you saw?
Shawn Low .
02. Last talked on phone to?
Daddie .
03. Last person to text you?
Dominic .

FAVOURITES

01. Number?
2 .
02. Colour?
Sweet Pink .
03. Food?
Dunno lehz .

QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS

01. What was the first thing you did this morning when you woke up?
Text muaii frens .
02. Do you have anything that bothers you?
Yes . A few .
03. What was the last movie you watched in the theatres?
Madagascar 2 .
04. Where is the last place you went?
Dhe hair saloon .
05. Do you smile a lot?
Guess so . Have to serve muaii costomers wid a smile .
06. Do you wish upon the stars?
Nah .
07. Are you a friendly person?
Yupps .
08. Where did you have to sleep last night?
In muaii bed .
09. When was the last time you cried?
A couple of hours ago .
10. What was your last thoughts before going to bed?
Thoughts about muaii crush .
11. Rate life as of it now, 1 being bad, 10 being great?
5 barhs .
12. What do you hear right now?
Music .
13. Does anywhere hurt now?
My Heart .
14. What is your favourite month?
Sept ?

EMOTIONS
01. Are you missing anyone right now?
Yupps , muaii crush . He's nort in a good mood now . :X
02. Are you tired?
Of muaii life ? Yes .
03. Are your parents still married?
If only they were ..

BASICS
01. Real name?
Cheryl Chua Dong Yi .
02. Eye colour?
Dark Brown .
03. Male or female?
Female .
04. Crushing?
Yupps .
05. Hair colour?
Blackish Brown .
06. Sweats or jeans?
Jeans .
07. Phone or camera?
Phone .
08. Righty or lefty?
Righty .
09. Smoke or drink?
Smoked and Drinks .

FIRSTS
01. First best friend?
Kind of forgotten . Kelly from Coral pri 1/10 in 2001 ii tink .
02. First enemy?
None .
03. First vacation?
No idea .

CURRENTLY

01. Eating?
Nah .
02. Drinking?
Nopez .
03.Listening to?
Right here waiting for you .
04. Plans tomorrow?
Work .
WHICH IS BETTER FOR THE OPPOSITE GENDER?

01. Lips or eyes?
Eyes .
02. Shorter or taller?
Taller .
03. Romantic or spontaneous?
Romantic .
04. Sensitive or loud?
Both .
05. Hook-up or being in a relationship?
None .

HAVE YOU EVER?

01. Drank hard drinks?
Dun tinkk so .
02. Lost glasses or contacts?
Nah .
03. Ran away from home?
Thought of .
04. Broken someone's heart?
Maybe .
05. Been arrested?
Nopez . But ii have been to a police station countless times .

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

01. Do you like someone?
Hmm .. Yupps .
02. Are you seriously happy with what you are in life now?
Nah .

Part 2

1) What's the age difference between you and your eldest sibling?
None . I'm dhe oldest . (:
2) Do you believe that there's always room in your heart for your first true love?
Yupps . :D
3)Do you think your last ex deserves to die?
Yes .
4) Why did you hug the last person you hugged?
Hmm .. Cuz i felt like ?
5)Do you have unlimited texting?
Nort really .
6) Do you have trust issues?
Sometimes .
7)Where will you be tonight?
Somewhere .
8) Who are you texting?
No One .
9) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Yeah .
10) How many showers do you take a day?
One to two .
12) Are you mean?
Nah .
13)Who do you trust the most in your life?
Myself .
14) Do you have a bank account?
Yah .
15) Would you change your name?
Nort Really .
16) What is your zodiac sign?
Doggie .
17) If the person who hurt you the most in your life apologized and told you they loved you, what would you do?
Forgive them .
18) when was the last time you had a yummy chocolate ice cream?
I dun like chocolate flavoured .
19) Do you feel like you're a good person?
Sometimes .
20) Do you believe your ex thinks about you?
Yes .
21) Do you like to have long hair or short hair?
Long .
22) What about on the opposite sex?
No prefences .
23) How many babies do you plan to have?
At least 2 ?
24) Planned the future babies names?
Nort really ..
25)A smoker?
Used to be one ..

The end of dhe survey ..

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Dhe 37th Post .

Hey Yo !! :D

Todayy ii woke up at 6.15 fer work . I wasn't late !! :D Instead , ii was early . :D Hahas . And muaii bosses were late . LoL . Cann tell tat muaii bosses like miie alot !! :D Hee hee . I must continue to work hard and show them tat ii cann do it de !! :D

Today after work , ii went out fer lunch wid Crystal . After tat i went home and used dhe com fer a short period of tyme . Dhen ii went tu church wid BeN BeN k0rr k0rr and Dominic . :D Hahas . :P Dad sent miie to meet BeN BeN k0rr k0rr at his retreat . Dhen we took a cab back to his place to put his heavy bag down and also partly cuz he wanted to changed his clothes . :D Dhen we took dhe bus to church . After tat we had dinner wid a couple of frens and went fer a movie too . :P We caught dhe movie : Madagascar 2 .. Hahas . Damn funnie lurhs . :D I had so fun today !! :DD

Lols . Will be telling euu more dhe next tyme ii write postie okayys ?? I will go chat le . See ya !! (: Takke Cares . :D

[Little Miss Independent.]

Thursday, November 13, 2008

36th Postie Here !! :D

Yo Bloggie ,

Wow . I so damn long never update euu le . Sorrie hor . Com finally repaired . :D Hahas . :P But now ii qort bad news ferr euu .. Miie and CleMeNt breakk up le . ): Hahas . :D But ii qort over him le . :D Cuz he is SUCH an irresponsible jerk !! Haish .. Guess love is reallyy blindd .. Lol . I feel so mean rite now ..

Haish .. I feel so BAD !! I gtg le lurhs . I'm disappointed in myself . Haish .. Sleeping after muaii night calls . Tomorrow working again . :X Sweet Dreams !! :D

Takke Cares .

[ Little Miss Independent. ]

Monday, September 15, 2008

Diis MuAii 35th PoStiee !! :D

Hey Bloggiie !!

Have nort been writiing cuz my com's down .. haven repair yet .. ): Forgive miie bloggiie ?? I'm sorrie ??!!?? Hahas .. qort lots tu tell euu .. Yesterday .. On Sat .. ii went tu Sentosa wiid CleMeNt ... Had so fun !! We took quite a number of photos too .. Lols .. Its been awhile since ii was so happie and relaxed .. :D Had a real great dae man !! :DD

But ... Bad news is tat ii kena Sun Burn again !! Diis tyme nort so bad lurhs .. I only kena muaii back .. But it still hurts !!! Hahahas ... Haish .. CleMeNt worse .. He yesterday kena his back too .. 2 weeks ago kena whole boody sun burn dhen toddae still kena his back .. lols ?? I dun tink ii cann laughh lorrs .. it hurts tu see hiim in paiin .. If only ii could takke dhe paiin away ... ii would wishh i realli could sia ..

Anyways , todae is our 1st month Anniversary Bae Beii !! I hope euu lyke muaii present i made .. ii had in alot of effort lehz .. hahas .. Can't wait till our 2nd mth .. :DD Dhen ii will give you sumtiinqq else okayy ??

Todae ii hadd lunch at CleMent's grandma's place .. You can'tt guess how nervous ii was at 1st man .. hahas .. But his family was pretty friendly and nice tu miie ... I also peii Baby go visit his grandpa in dhe hospital .. (: XD Dhen went back tu his grandma's place tu slack !! XD

Took ALOT ALOT of photos !! (: I LoVe YoU CleMeNt !! Rock On Baby !! (:

*All diis was written on foolscap in pink be4 transferring it here .. in skool !! XD*

Cheers Everyone !! XD Takke Carres !! :DD

[BaBy PriNceSS ChErYl]

Friday, August 22, 2008

Muaii 34th Postie !! Whee ..

Hey Yo Bloggie ,

Sianx . Muaii computer break down le . Sianx Sianx Sianx . ): Haish ... ii so loong never tok tu euu le . ): Never update euu on muaii life . ): SORRIE! D:

Haish ... ii break wid Alex liao . Haish ...ii didn't expect it tu end TAT fast ... :X I really tot we could last ??!!?? LoL . I guess ii was blind . he was SO playing wid miie lorr . Haish ... ii really tot he was serious . ): We broke up on the 17th August 2008 . Same as last yr miie and Alson . :X Haish .. but for dis case ... i'm veri veri sure tat we won't patch . Cuz ii have already found someone who ii really like alot . :D

After ii broke up ... ii was single for only about 10 mins . I BROKE DHE RECORD !!! YaY !! Hahas . (: And ii am so goiing tu break another record . I was wid Alson for 7 and 3/4 months .
But ii'm SO gonna be wid CLEMENT forever . (:

I promise tu stay faithful and never ever du things on purpose tu hurt him dhe way , i did tu Alson . I am nort goiing tu hurt him at all . (:

17th August 2008 is our day . I will never forget this day . (:

Muacks Clement . (: I Miss You . I need You . I Love You . I Want You . :D Dun Ever leave miie . (: <33

[Baby Princess Cheryl]

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Dis iis muaii 33th postie . (:

Heya Blogiie ,

Todae ii went out wiid Alex and Ah Boii k0rr k0rr . :DD We were supposed tu meet at city hall at 11 . And ii was counted as on time but ii absent-mindedly overshot muaii stop . Hahas . So Funny !! :DDD

After dat we went tu sentosa . But .. it rained . So sad . It was so cold . But we decided tu get into the water . Whee !! (: Its was fun !! :DDD But the moment we stand up ... we were like shivering like CRAZY ?? Hahas . But ii enjoyed myself alot . (: Hahas .

Dhen K0rr K0rr say wanna watch movie but we both nid tu be home quite early so no tyme watch lorr . hahas . After dat we go eat . Dear Dear treat us again . (: Dis tyme eat Long John Silvers . :DD Dhen we went tu Ben And Jerry's tu eat Ice Cream !! (: Hahas . LOL !! :DD Dhen after dat , ii was lyke full lyke siao . Hahas . Dhen we go arcade para para awhile . Hahas . Damn Funny Sia . LOL . :DDD

Dhen ii say ii wann buy tang tang . Dhen we go walk walk ... walk until mini toons dere . Dhen dear buy tang tang , buy stuff doggie and fone chain for miie . (: Sweet hor my lao gong ?? Is your lao gong dis sweet too ?? Hahas . Juz being boastful for awhile . LOL . :DD

Dhen he still buy necklace for miie sia . SEE .. MUAII LAO GONG dote on miie SO MUCH .. (:
Hahas . LoL . Thanks Darling For Everything . (: Muacks <333333333333>

Dhen after dat we walk walk awhile more dhen he send miie home le . (: Hahas . I left home at 10.15 . I reached home at 7.15 . Hahas . Nice timing gurl . (:

[Princess Cheryl]

Saturday, August 9, 2008

NuMbEr 32 !

YoYo Bloggie ,

On dhe 8th August 2008 which is yesterday ... ii performed for dhe skool's national dae . (:
And ii didn't make tuu many mistakes . Hee hee . Yay !! :DDD In fact , ii realli enjoyed dhe last part whhen we all went up tu sing dhe national dae songs . It was super fun . All dhe singing and jumping . hahas . Special Thanks tu all those whu made it possible . :DDDD

Dhen after ii go walk walk wif Cheryl meii meii , Inez , Shawn didi and Justin k0rr k0rr at loyang point . Brought a waffle using Shawn's money . Hahas . LoL ! :DDD

Dhen ii took the Mrt tu City Hall tu wait for muaii dear dear . Siao sia . I waited for more than an hr sia . 1hr 10 mins . Hahas . Dhen ii saw Tyrone And Gang . Sianx . Haish .. but ii'm alrite now cuz ii knoe dat ii have more important tiinqqs tu tiink about dhen tat . Hahas , And ii knoe dat ii have a lao gong dat luuves miie alot . 3 Cheers And 3 Cheer And 3 Cheers For Alex . * Clap Clap Clap Clap Clap Clap Clap Clap Clap Clap Clap * HAHAS . LOL . MUACKS DEAR !! (:

Dhen ii at Raffles Place walk walk wid muaii darling . Hahas . Dhen Clement And Ah Boii k0rr k0rr go buy skinny jeans . Hahas . After dat we went tu ViVo tu walk walk . Dhen dhe 1st tiinqq we did was EAT . Hahas . Muaii bao bei treat all of us . (: Hahas . (: Thanks Dar Dar . Muackks . <3333

After dat we went tu dhe arcade . Hahas . Oh yah , before dat my specs spoil so wasn't wearing specs . LoL . After playing we go walk walk dhen muaii Bao Bei wanted tu buy stuff toy for miie . Hahas . But ii dun wan . Hahas . Cuz ii feel dat it's a little waste of money . LoL .But ii realli knoe dat he luuves miie de . Or he won't quit smoking and fighting for miie and he won't wan tu buy the stuff toy for miie le . (: Muackks Bao Bei !! :DDD

Dhen dhe dumb dumb Clement go play wid the cardboard dhen hit miie . WTF . Pain lehz . Haish . Ren lorr . :X Dhen ii go beat hiim cuz veri Veri Painful . :/ But in the end , everythiinqq worked out . So yeah . (: And ii'm fine too . Through it still hurts . :X

But on the way home , we sort of fight . I dunno whyy . Haish ... ii didn't mean say those tiinqqs . Sorrie lurhs Bao Bei . ): See lah ... ii make euu go driinking . ): Sorrie lurhs lao gong . :/
Dun sad le lehz . ii see euu lyke dat ii 'xin tong' lehz . Haish . Sorrie dear dear . Make euu sad .
Haish ... ii no use . ): Hurt euu nia . Haish . Sianx . ):

[Princess Cheryl]

Thursday, August 7, 2008

Muaii 31st Postie !! :D

Hey Blogger ,

ii feel veri tired each dae , ii feel as if ii'm hoiinh juz drop dead at any moment . ii dunno why . sianx . ii feel alittle insecure . ii dunno why either . ii'm so afraid of losiing alex . we both feel tat something's gonna happen ... wth ... sianx ...

ii also feel alot of pressure for the national day's performance which is tomorrow . ii still make alot of silly mistakes for goodness knows whhy reasons . Wtf ??!!?? Sianx . ii hope tat tomorrow will go smoothly . :DD Jia You Jia You !! (:

ii hope dear dear will do well for his N levels . JyJy !! (: Today he 'pei' miie veri long sia . (:
Thank you lao gong . muackks ! <333>

Thank You God For Sending Alex Tu Miie . (:

[Princess Cheryl]

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Dhe 30th post !! (:

Dear bloggie ,

ii stead wiid Alex !! (:
31 july 2008 09.55pm. :DD
ii luuve euu lots . muacks . <333
ii luuve euu 13143344 . (:
last long dear dear . :DD

II LUUVE EUU LAO GONG !! :D
II LUUVE EUU 13143344 !! :D
MUACKS !! <3333333
LAST LONG . ILY .

[Princess Cheryl]

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Dis is muaii 29th postie .

hihi bloggiie ,

ii jux slash myself again ... ii did cuz of alex . ii'm veri tired . tok tu euu some other dae . takke cares .

[Princess Cheryl]

Monday, July 21, 2008

28th postiie ..

hihi bloggie ,

never tokk tu euu for a week liao hor .. sorrie lurhs ..been busy .. :DD
hahas . Saturday goiing sentosa again !! :DD
hahas . chatt later . buaiis . :DD

[Princess Cheryl]

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Muaii 27th Post :DD

hihi ,

hahas,yesterdayy iin care room very funnyy siia .. ii criied twice . 1st tyme iis Julian kena muaii knee .. fuckk man .. damn paiin siia .. dhen whhen ii was about tuu stop cryiing Mr BeN use the tissuse box tuu hit miie .. wth ??!!?? After dat .. about 30 mins later .. meii fu hit muaii leg .. criied again .. lols .. very paiin siia !! ):

todae's modern dance ii never dance .. hahas .. onli wattch andd help ms yeo(: do herr position de ting ting .. :DD hahas. :DD


[Princess Cheryl]

Monday, July 14, 2008

Diis iis muaii 26th postiie!! :DD

Hihi bloggiie,

Psps...so long never tok tu euu liao. Sianx..ii break wiid Lyz liao. Hahas. Was expectiing iit. :DD Buut we're still k0rr and meii. Hahas. :DD

Hahas. Saturday wee celebrated meii fu's birthday. LoL. I luv dat BBQ man!! :DD Very fun sia!! :DD Wentt dere at 6...wentt home at 1.30am. LoL. Before ii diid muaii hiistory projectt. Went tu Singapore River...dhen we walk around for almost 3hrs. Tiriing man!! ):

After dat dhen ii went tu meet Justin k0rr k0rr at White Sands. Dhen wee walked tu Down Town East tu meet the rest. Hahas. Stupid Julian. (: Get soak wiid ice water by miie. (: LoL. Wth..he soak miie back wiid coke. Retard!! ): LoL. Had alot of fun lurhs. :DDD I qorrt tu knoe 3 new frens but...ii can onlii remember Han Ming's name...still qorrt the fatty and his fren. Dunno wad name de lurhs. (: Hee hee. :DD

Special Thanks tu Han Ming and Aaron k0rr k0rr forr holdiing muaii hands whhen ii was scared. :X Hahas. Thanks Man!! :DD

Yesterdayy was Family Day. Chee Bye..ii wokee up at 6.30 man. Siao sia...ii slept less than 5hrs. LoL. I learnt how tu make the biig and miinii poodle!! (: Yay!! Thanks meii fu for teachiing miie. (: Thanks Kelvin forr dat cutte poodle euu gave miie. (: I luv it!! :DD Hahas. I fell down whhen ii was runniing after meii fu. Retarded meii fu. Your dad iis behiind euu nia. Dumb!! :DD Hahas. LoL. I slacked tiill 3 before going home. LoL. In short...dat were good and bad tymes lurhs. (:

Muaii PW lesson endiing liao. Recess next! (: Eattiing wiid Cheryl meii meii later. Hahas. Will tryy tu wriite more oftenlyy lurhs. :DD Takke Cares, :D

[Princess Cheryl]

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Muaii 25th Post!! :DD

Hey Blooggiee!!

I missed you some much. Have been so caught up wid my studies and dance tat i neglected you again. :X Opps. I'm sorry. Forgive me please?? (:

Hahas. I have been going for my cca regularly man. Hurayy!! (: Hahas. Jia You Jia You!! :DD
Hahas. Reached home not too long ago. Went out wid Cheryl and Theng Leng today. Dear Dear can't come. But it's okayy. I understand. Anyways,there will be a next time. (: Hahas. Looking forward to seeing my hubbie again. I miss him so much. I wish he could be right beside me now. Hahas. Why he stay so far!!!! :X LoL. Going crazy liao. ):

Sianx. Study Study Study. LoL. JyJyJy. :DDD

[Baby Princess Cheryl]

Sunday, June 29, 2008

The 24th Post.

Ellloo Bloggie,

Ps ps...been busy wid muaii studies. LoL. The first week of school has ended and it was...Great Fun but Tiring....hahas..LoL!! :DD Need chiong liao..hahas. Life's a bore. LoL. I haven play maple for a week. Hahas. Sianx. Tomorrow got school again. LoL. I tuesday and wednesday got modern dance....dhen friday meeting k0rr. Hmm...dhen saturday going out wid dear dear...Yay!! :DD Muacks dear dear!! Last long. :DD

Dear dear jia you!! LoL. Can euu transfer school?? Come mye school instead?? Dhen i everyday can see euu... :DD Hahas. Joking nia. Hope to go your house BBQ again. Very fun!! :DD LoL. Muacks Dear. I'm glad tat euu like my present. :DD

[Baby Princess Cheryl]

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Number 23!! :DD

Hello Bloggie,

School just started again.Sorry for neglecting you.Forgive me please??I miss you lots.You're better than my best fren cuz you just keep quiet and let miie talk and cry.Thank you.You're wonderful to miie. :DD LoL. :DD

Went for modern dance today. :DD Hahas. Very tiring. Miss Yeo said that 2 performances are coming up.1 in july and another 1 in august.Need to train harder.No time le. :( Hahas.This term..i plan to catch up on my studies and improve muaii druming and muaii patience level. Hahas. LoL. Today got maths homework.I now doing while typing.LoL.Haven eat yet.Very tired.Sianx.

Dear Dear,i miss you,i love you,i need you,i want you. Hahas. Lets last even longer than this. (:
Muacks.ily. <33
Jia You Dear!! I may not be by your side but i'm always here for you. Just drop me an sms and i will reply euu A.S.A.P!! :DD JyJy!! :DD Muacks!! <33

[Baby Cheryl]

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Dis Is Muaii 22th Postie!! :DD

Hihi Bloggie,

Sorry for not posting for almost a week. Was busy wid life. Sorry lurhs. Hee hee. :DD

Hurray!Muaii grandpa is much much better...hee hee... But still have not recovered fully. Still nid at least another 2 weeks. Sobs. ):

LoL...school starting soon. I wonder,is that good or bad news?!? Hahas,i guess good news barhs?? Got more interseting things to do... :DDD Muaii homework still have abit. Nid chiong liao...hahas.. :DD

Sianx...Stupid Francis!!Joking lah...he not stupid but i'm irritated cause i was on the fone wid shawn then he disturb me. LOL!! When ie in bad mood some more...LOL!! :DDDD

Hmm...nothing much to say lurhs..takke carres bloggie!! Will visit euu real soon!! Bye!! :DD

[Baby Princess Cheryl]

Thursday, June 12, 2008

This Is Muaii 21th Post!! :D

Hihi Bloggie,

Hee hee..10th june..went Ice Skating!! :D Fun man!!(: Aaron K0rr,Shawn Di,Theng Leng(Ting-A-Ling) And Cheryl Meii went with me!!(: I fell 21 times...only 1 blue black!!(: Hurray!! I'm improving!!(: LoL!(: It was muaii very 1st time planning a ice skating trip,and it was a SUCCESS!! :D Hahas. :D I Smoked Twiced Tat Day...hee hee...shawn got cigarettes...hahas...Benjamin K0rr K0rr buy for him de.. :D But mye poor nails...the paint came out some of them...i guess when i fell...i must have knocked them against the ground...tats why.. hee hee...lol. :D

Sianx...lao gong never go ice skating wid us... ): WIsh he was dere...sobx...miss you hubbie!! )': Hmm...but i dun blame you lurhs..hee hee...i understand lurhs...not your fault lurhs. (: :D

I LOVE ICE SKATING!! ICE SKATING ROCKS!!

BUT I LOVE DEAR DEAR MORE!! MUACKS HUBBIE!!(:

[Baby Princess Cheryl]

Monday, June 9, 2008

Muaii 20th Post!!

Hey Bloggie,

Haish,sianx sia...my handphone bill came just now...$137.89...Great rite?!? LoL! Money so important man...hahas...at the most go out work lorr...one day can earn $200 at least lah...

[Baby Cheryl]

Number 19!!

Hey Blog,

Guess what...the moment i woke up today..i had to worry about my grandpa.He fell when coming out of the toilet this morning.His right arm was dislocated and it hurted alot.I panicked and didn't know what to do.I only knew what was happening after i came out of the toilet.From brushing my teeth.After tat,we waited for Uncle Nick to pick us up to go to the hospital.We went to A&E dept.We waited for quite awhile before being refered to a nurse...then we went to take my grandpa's x-ray....it was confirmed tat his arm was dislocated...then the doctor,Dr Goh,brought him to another room which we were not allowed in....and i cried...i just can't hold my tears back anymore...i was so worried....i don't Ah Kong to be in pain...then after more than half-an hour...he came out on the bed...his arm was alrite!!(: But he was sleepy...as Dr Goh gave him a jab to reduce the pain when they pulled the bone back into place...then we let him sleep for an hour...while he was sleeping.Uncle Nick brought me to the canteen to eat...after that we went back to pick Grandpa home...before going home we went to collect his medicine before paying the bill.And guess who i met???I met Ian!!(: Hahas.=D Anyways,now Grandpa's at home resting...(:

Everything is fine!!(: But now i'm worrying about tomorrow's ice skating trip.I'm afraid that someone might have a very bad fall and end up like my grandpa...a dislocation. ):

Should i just cancel the trip??But it will disappoint alot of people...): I guess i will just look after everyone's safety tomorrow!!(:

[Baby Cheryl]